Disowned

You don't understand
How this feels
Feeling disowned
Feeling hated
Being screamed at
Yelling in my face
Going through all this abuse

I just want to scream and shout
All I want to do is cry
I try to work this out
But you screaming isn't going to work

All it is doing
Is making me cry on the inside
I'm broken and about to snap
I just want to cry
And it makes me want to die

I may look ok on the outside
But on the inside I just want to cry
And I'm breaking on the inside

I don't know how to let you know
I wish I could so you would know what I'm feeling

Being hated
Being talked about
Being screamed at
Being curse at
I don't understand why
I'm being torn down
For being happy, with the person I love
You don't understand
I just want to scream and shout
All I want to do is cry
Sometimes I just want to die
So I can disappear
It's not like I'll be missed